Berhenti Berharap ~*

Aku tak percaya lagi
atas apa yang kau beri
aku terhempas di sini
tersudut menunggu mati

Aku tak percaya lagi
akan guna matahari
yang sinarnya terangi
sudut gelap hati ini

Aku berhenti berharap
dan menunggu datang gelap
sampai nanti suatu saat
tak ada cinta kudapat

Mengapa ada derita
bila bahagia tercipta
mengapa ada sang hitam
bila putih menyenangkan

ooo..oooo


Aku pulang...
tanpa dendam
kuterima.. kekalahanku

aku pulang...
tanpa dendam
kusalurkan.. kemenanganku


Kau ajarkan aku bahagia
kau ajarkan aku derita

Kau tunjukkan aku bahagia
kau tunjukkan aku derita

Kau berikan aku bahagia
kau berikan aku derita

- J -

If you're not the one ~*

If you're not the one...

why am I posting this blog with this title?


If you're not the one...

why am I listening to you every moment?


If you're not the one...

why am I addicted to the feeling which I found it from you?




I sense you...


Daniel Bedingfield.



Thanks god that you are the one who singing this.



This is perfect ~*









- J -

领悟

我以为我会哭

但是我没有

我只是怔怔望着你的脚步

给你我最后的祝福

这何尝不是一种领悟

让我把自己看清楚

虽然那共爱的痛苦

将日日夜夜

在我灵魂最深处


我以为我会报复

但是我没有

当我看到我深爱过的男人

竟然像孩子一样无助

这何尝不是一种领悟

让你把自己看清楚

被爱是奢侈的幸福

可惜你从来不在乎


啊!一段感情就此结束
啊!一颗心眼看要荒芜

我们的爱若是错误

愿你我没有白白受苦

若曾真心真意付出

就应该满足


啊!多么痛的领悟

你曾是我的全部

只是我回首来时路的每一步

都走的好孤独


啊!多么痛的领悟

你曾是我的全部

只愿你挣脱情的枷锁

爱的束缚 任意追逐

别再为爱受苦

I never have a dream come true ~

Sometimes....


I wonder....


isn't that....




"I never have a dream come true"



or



"I never try my best to make the dream come true"


















- J -

宽 恕

烂好人 ，

给了你面子，
不去解释太多有关你的事情。

再给你声誉，
不去破坏你这一种所谓‘好人’的印象。


无论我再怎么相信：

不爽的人，只要不见就没事。
讨厌的人，只要不聚就没事。


只要时间，

不爽的心有一天会爽，

讨厌的感觉有一天会淡。


可是，

你的脸皮还真的比树皮还要厚，


扭曲真理，歪曲事实。

努力把自己诠释‘好人’的角色来得到大家的怜惜。


你，

或许真的做到了，恭喜！


还有，

我也衷心希望你每一天都过的心安理得。


“用一个宽恕，换取一个朋友”


对我而言，


这句话用在你身上，


已经是一种无谓的奢侈 。












- J -

I believe

"Although with the heart of believe...

there will still be a lie hiding on it. "




However,

I'm still believe whatever things I feel like to believe.

I believe I'm strong enough when things going worst.

I believe I'm tough enough when every time the emotional comes to me.

I believe I can stand up again and again no matter how many times I've been fallen down.

I believe whatever people told me unless it is truly from your mouth.

I believe whatever people did for/on me unless it is really from your heart.

I believe what I believe although I found it's actually a lie.



Still,

I believe.

Without any doubts or any other thoughts.




Let go the unnecessarily,

believe the decision I've make.





"I'm looking forward on this."








= J =

微笑的理由 ~*

微笑需要理由吗？

“需要”

我因为你，笑了

我因为他，笑了

我因为开心，笑了

我因为幸福，笑了

我因为感动，笑了

我因为自己，笑了

我因为一首歌，笑了

我因为一部戏，笑了

我因为一句话，笑了

微笑，

可以因为很多事，很多人，甚至很多物 ~

有人开心到笑，

有人感动到笑，

有人生气到笑，

有人哭泣到笑，

可见，

微笑并不难 ~

[只要你有心，嘴角自然笑]

听着，“Love Life”，

微笑自然出现了 ~

人说：“一天一苹果，医生远离我”

我说：“一天一微笑，世界亲近我”

“人人也会爱上我” ~

^____^ ~ v

[PS:请不要浪费你的微笑]

- J -

Don't know why ~

If you would like to ask me a question...

this will be my answer...



because...


"I really don't know about anything...anymore"



and please...



don't ask me why...




because...





I don't even know why ~

那首歌 ~*

刚在回家的路上。。。

听见了那首曾经很贴心的歌。。。


就这样。。。

你又出现在我的脑海里。。。

我把车速放得很慢很慢。。。

就只为了把这首歌听完。。。



边听着歌曲里的词，

回忆着记忆中的你，



心中的那份感慨，

只希望你过的幸福快乐。

"你很好咧，像你这样的女孩子很难找了~"


"谢谢，我也知道我很好"


[花盛开时美丽芬芳，枯萎后依旧动人]


~我对你的爱也不过如此~











- 毕 -

[像男孩子的女孩子]

It's my life ~*

[Life is too short and you gonna achieve what you wants & needs]



Life,

is an amazing path way...

I used to describe the life as a game...

and there is 4 procedures that we have to go through which are :


*[Family] - [Work] - [Friends] - [Relation]*


We are one of the participants since we born to this world,

and we take chance to join the game.


Some peoples choose round 2...round 3...or even round 4 when they game over.

Some peoples give up and quit the game when they game over.



For me,

there is no such a word of 'game over' in my life unless i'm still alive.


Life is tough,

but it's not as tough as me.

Life is tired,

but this tired couldn't pull me down.


So? what can I do jek?


"hahahahahah"



However,

I'm serious and be sure while playing all the procedures of the game.



Because....


It's my life...


my game ~*





( ^_________^ ) ~v










[J]