Who Do You Think You Are ~ *

"Dear, it took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back"



I would like to dedicate this article to my sister.

Never turn back again and step forward to your brand new journey.

'You deserve better man,better life'

and yeah....

"Mr Suck,
Who do you think you are"

The very last words from you to him.

Cheers **

让 时 间 开 口 ~*

时间，

能让一个人成长。

时间，

能让一个人释怀。

时间，

能让一个人忘记。

时间，

能让一个人回味。

时间，

能让一个人相信。

时间，

能让一个人完整。


时间，

能证明很多。

时间，

能改变很多。

时间....

能得到很多。


所以，

无论我再怎么地不相信这花花世界，

各式各样的人或物。。。甚至是口中说出来的话，

我，

依然坚持相信。。。。

‘时间’。



^____^ ~*

Berhenti Berharap ~*

Aku tak percaya lagi
atas apa yang kau beri
aku terhempas di sini
tersudut menunggu mati

Aku tak percaya lagi
akan guna matahari
yang sinarnya terangi
sudut gelap hati ini

Aku berhenti berharap
dan menunggu datang gelap
sampai nanti suatu saat
tak ada cinta kudapat

Mengapa ada derita
bila bahagia tercipta
mengapa ada sang hitam
bila putih menyenangkan

ooo..oooo


Aku pulang...
tanpa dendam
kuterima.. kekalahanku

aku pulang...
tanpa dendam
kusalurkan.. kemenanganku


Kau ajarkan aku bahagia
kau ajarkan aku derita

Kau tunjukkan aku bahagia
kau tunjukkan aku derita

Kau berikan aku bahagia
kau berikan aku derita

- J -

If you're not the one ~*

If you're not the one...

why am I posting this blog with this title?


If you're not the one...

why am I listening to you every moment?


If you're not the one...

why am I addicted to the feeling which I found it from you?




I sense you...


Daniel Bedingfield.



Thanks god that you are the one who singing this.



This is perfect ~*









- J -

领悟

我以为我会哭

但是我没有

我只是怔怔望着你的脚步

给你我最后的祝福

这何尝不是一种领悟

让我把自己看清楚

虽然那共爱的痛苦

将日日夜夜

在我灵魂最深处


我以为我会报复

但是我没有

当我看到我深爱过的男人

竟然像孩子一样无助

这何尝不是一种领悟

让你把自己看清楚

被爱是奢侈的幸福

可惜你从来不在乎


啊!一段感情就此结束
啊!一颗心眼看要荒芜

我们的爱若是错误

愿你我没有白白受苦

若曾真心真意付出

就应该满足


啊!多么痛的领悟

你曾是我的全部

只是我回首来时路的每一步

都走的好孤独


啊!多么痛的领悟

你曾是我的全部

只愿你挣脱情的枷锁

爱的束缚 任意追逐

别再为爱受苦

I never have a dream come true ~

Sometimes....


I wonder....


isn't that....




"I never have a dream come true"



or



"I never try my best to make the dream come true"


















- J -

宽 恕

烂好人 ，

给了你面子，
不去解释太多有关你的事情。

再给你声誉，
不去破坏你这一种所谓‘好人’的印象。


无论我再怎么相信：

不爽的人，只要不见就没事。
讨厌的人，只要不聚就没事。


只要时间，

不爽的心有一天会爽，

讨厌的感觉有一天会淡。


可是，

你的脸皮还真的比树皮还要厚，


扭曲真理，歪曲事实。

努力把自己诠释‘好人’的角色来得到大家的怜惜。


你，

或许真的做到了，恭喜！


还有，

我也衷心希望你每一天都过的心安理得。


“用一个宽恕，换取一个朋友”


对我而言，


这句话用在你身上，


已经是一种无谓的奢侈 。












- J -

I believe

"Although with the heart of believe...

there will still be a lie hiding on it. "




However,

I'm still believe whatever things I feel like to believe.

I believe I'm strong enough when things going worst.

I believe I'm tough enough when every time the emotional comes to me.

I believe I can stand up again and again no matter how many times I've been fallen down.

I believe whatever people told me unless it is truly from your mouth.

I believe whatever people did for/on me unless it is really from your heart.

I believe what I believe although I found it's actually a lie.



Still,

I believe.

Without any doubts or any other thoughts.




Let go the unnecessarily,

believe the decision I've make.





"I'm looking forward on this."








= J =

微笑的理由 ~*

微笑需要理由吗？

“需要”

我因为你，笑了

我因为他，笑了

我因为开心，笑了

我因为幸福，笑了

我因为感动，笑了

我因为自己，笑了

我因为一首歌，笑了

我因为一部戏，笑了

我因为一句话，笑了

微笑，

可以因为很多事，很多人，甚至很多物 ~

有人开心到笑，

有人感动到笑，

有人生气到笑，

有人哭泣到笑，

可见，

微笑并不难 ~

[只要你有心，嘴角自然笑]

听着，“Love Life”，

微笑自然出现了 ~

人说：“一天一苹果，医生远离我”

我说：“一天一微笑，世界亲近我”

“人人也会爱上我” ~

^____^ ~ v

[PS:请不要浪费你的微笑]

- J -

Don't know why ~

If you would like to ask me a question...

this will be my answer...



because...


"I really don't know about anything...anymore"



and please...



don't ask me why...




because...





I don't even know why ~

那首歌 ~*

刚在回家的路上。。。

听见了那首曾经很贴心的歌。。。


就这样。。。

你又出现在我的脑海里。。。

我把车速放得很慢很慢。。。

就只为了把这首歌听完。。。



边听着歌曲里的词，

回忆着记忆中的你，



心中的那份感慨，

只希望你过的幸福快乐。

"你很好咧，像你这样的女孩子很难找了~"


"谢谢，我也知道我很好"


[花盛开时美丽芬芳，枯萎后依旧动人]


~我对你的爱也不过如此~











- 毕 -

[像男孩子的女孩子]

It's my life ~*

[Life is too short and you gonna achieve what you wants & needs]



Life,

is an amazing path way...

I used to describe the life as a game...

and there is 4 procedures that we have to go through which are :


*[Family] - [Work] - [Friends] - [Relation]*


We are one of the participants since we born to this world,

and we take chance to join the game.


Some peoples choose round 2...round 3...or even round 4 when they game over.

Some peoples give up and quit the game when they game over.



For me,

there is no such a word of 'game over' in my life unless i'm still alive.


Life is tough,

but it's not as tough as me.

Life is tired,

but this tired couldn't pull me down.


So? what can I do jek?


"hahahahahah"



However,

I'm serious and be sure while playing all the procedures of the game.



Because....


It's my life...


my game ~*





( ^_________^ ) ~v










[J]

许愿 ~*

我喜欢，

圣诞节 ~


因为。。。

它的美，
它的气氛，
它的热闹，
它的欢笑，
它的温馨，

还有。。。

它能许愿。


除了生日，
除了新年，


圣诞节，

就是能让大家许愿的节日。


曾问过自己，

“许愿，真的有用吗？”


也曾回答过自己，

“没有，许过的愿望到现在都还没实现。”


直到现在，

我才发现。。。

其实，

都已经实现了。


毕竟，

我现在还是健健康康地blog着。



人，

永远学不会知足，

已经拥有的却总是想要更多。



[ 知足常乐 ]


我许了这个愿，



你呢？

*~家~*

that's why you go away ~*

I'm crazy,

that's why u go away.


I'm silly,

that's why u go away.


I'm serious,

that's why u go away.


I'm impatient,

that's why u go away.


I'm nothing,

that's why u go away.




I'm winner,

that's why u go away....

I know.















*~ J ~*

我要的爱 ~*

“为什么单身？”

“因为在[单身]里面找不到坏处。”

“被伤害过？”

“哦~我不知道伤害的意思咧。。。”

“看见朋友与恋人幸福开心的时候，不会有想爱的冲动吗？”

“不会诶~反而觉得幸运。因为我大部分看见的都是他们的眼泪。。。”

“每个人都是这样的啦，遇见自己喜欢的对象就不是这样讲了。”

“嗯 ~ 这点，我赞同。”

人常说：

“下一个会更好。。。”

但是，
没有人能替这句话盖下保证印章。

我不知道下一个会不会更好。

更好的又是不是真的适合自己？

我只知道，

我要的爱。。。

就是我自己。


[当遇见一个你觉得不一样的人时，
请保持那种感觉。
因为若是过了界，
他很有可能变成从前那个一样的人]


虽然不是100%认同这句话，

但总觉得这句话很有意思。

晚安 ~

“zZzZzZzZzZzZzzzzzZ”














-家-

Don't let me be the last to know ~*

Humans have a lots of secrets.

"Don't craps jia...i'm sure you have too"

yes,

I have too.

Everyone has their secret.

Some secrets are goods...

that's what we call 'surprise' ~

Some secrets are good to others,

but sad or bad to own self...

that's what we call 'unnecessary surprise' ~


Surprise,
is mean you willing to know and you happy to share.


Unnecessary surprise,
is mean you don't wish to know and you don't even wanna share.


However,

I'm always ready to have 'surprise' & 'unnecessary surprise' ...


because,

I used to be the one to accept...

every news from everyone.

No matter it's happy or....

I'm ready...


just,

"don't let me be the last to know"





[ blessing with love ]














- J -

思念是一种病~*

每首歌曲都有一段故事。
每句歌词都有一份感触。
每首曲子都有一种心情。
每道题目都有一种含意。
每篇文章都有一颗。。。

思念的心。


哦 ~


我忘了，


除了

‘思念是一种病’~


其实，

‘思念是一种很玄的东西，无影随行’

也很适合作为这篇文章的题目。



凌晨时分，

是时候睡了~


“突然好想你”













-家-

I don't wanna fight ~*

I've been listen this song recently...

love the sentence from the lyric...

"You're not gone, but you're not here"

Sometimes,

You feel like someone or something had leaved you,

in fact...it's not.

And sometimes,

You feel like someone or something are with you,

in fact...it's not too.

So,what's the true answer??

Nobody knows...

except yourself.

And what's my answer...?

Hmm...

''You're not gone, but you're not here''

Yeah...

This is my answer ~

(^___^)










- J -

想太多（或许版） ~*

曾在阿杀死的天空看见这么一篇：

越是在乎的人，越是离得远远。


当时我问他，

为什么呢？


他给了我一个很满意的说法：


或许是个性，

或许没有勇气，

或许没有自信，

或许不想和别人一样，

或许知道结局，

或许靠近也是一种距离，

或许害怕成为一种做作，

也或许什么都不是。



我想说的是：

或许根本就不是这么一回事。






- 家 -

The voice within ~*

" Young girl, don't cry
I'll be right here when your world starts to fall
Young girl, it's all right
Your tears will dry, you'll soon be free to fly"

+

" Life is a journey
It can take you anywhere you choose to go
As long as you're learning
You'll find all you'll ever need to know"

=



" THE VOICE WITHIN "









- J -